







the next night my easy peds patient ended up consuming all my time and energy. sometimes i just get a bad feeling about a patient and i find myself anxious and stressed because i'm trying to find the facts to back up the feelings. kids can get sick very fast. like animals i guess that way. they compensate as long as they can. when they can't compensate then all hell breaks loose. my fellow co-workers helped me out a lot that night. that child is no longer with us. you always rack your brain, what could i have done different, was there anything i missed? in the end you realize you did what you could and sometimes the worst that can happen does. in a hospital people are sick and sometimes they die. the death appears to be unrelated to the reason the kid was there, which always makes it more perplexing. still sad and it's something as a nurse you must deal with. that is the work you take home with you, the work you carry with you always.
and the reason i love walking so much. the beauty sets you free.
quiet evening at home tonight, enjoying the fire.
these came out dark, but still think they are cute. crazy about my critters.
went to university lake twice as i said, once with just the girls and once with amy and her pups.
last night i watched the movie, "soul surfer". it's an inspiring story, but i didn't find it an inspiring movie so much. was decent, but i think it could have been done better. i found the movie, "pursuit of happiness" the same. an inspiring story that didn't translate to me as an inspiring movie. thought in this movie too they tried to stick the religion aspect in it, but it just didn't seem real or else i guess it just seemed disjointed from the rest of the story. the dead shark scene was also odd. the flow just wasn't as good as it could have been. they did well with her arm though as the actress actually has 2 arms, but plays a character with one. that seemed quite realistic. i liked it well enough, maybe i just didn't find it lived up to the hype i read/heard.
taken from the bridge at university lake
from across from the bridge there.
were a few bikers out on the lake. not too many people have braved being out on the lake so far this year. as it gets thicker though people are out there lots. the next day when i met amy there we noticed that there was a fishing hut out there. that is the first time i've seen one out there. i've seen them on other lakes, but not university.
sun is setting earlier and earlier
bikers again.
the ever present frost on my car windows. i must wait for defrost or scrap off the insides of the windows before heading out for the day.
wednesday blossom and i did rovers run. it's been very cold all week as i said. our gasline walk was close to zero i'm sure. so when i got to the car for the rovers run walk i loaded blossom and then went to load rio catalina. she was no longer by the car but had returned to the house and was waiting at the door to be let back in. apparently rio was in no mood to brave the elements.
campbell creek.
should get her booties back out and on.
blossom, of course, could care less about the cold. she does get too hot in the summer when the temperatures dare to get over 70 F here. that doesn't happen very often luckily.
loved the sunshine on the girl
these are back on tank trail...loved the long shadows too.
little photo/frisbee session
cool light on the trees.
more of tank trail.

on powerline, looks like a bug or helicopter in the corner. you can see the powerline wires. hard to get pictures in this area without them.
blossom on powerline
more ice shots.
soon i will take a swig of nyquil and sleep for the night. hopefully, i'll awaken feeling more perky in the morning.
looks like sunset. that would be about 3pm.
3 trees on one side, 3 powerline poles on the other.
rio patiently waits while i attempt to get ice pictures. most of them turn out blurry because i am so tripod phobic. okay, not phobic, really just lazy. too lazy to bring, too lazy to set up, too lazy to deal with.
looking back at gasline trail.
sorry for the lack of words,but enjoy the pictures. hopefully, my brain is less fuzzy tomorrow. i know my body needs a break every so often but i do prefer to not be ill.


































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