another day, another murder

 

ICE murdered an ICU nurse. like the last woman, Good, they immediately talked shit about him. Pretti, called a domestic terrorist. the videos from other observers, like he was, are very clear. he had a legal weapon holstered. they removed it, pistol whipped him and then shot him multiple times as he lay on his back. he was just filming. they pepper sprayed a woman and shoved her. he was trying to help her when they came after him.

once again, like with Good, the ICE thugs refused to allow local police to get to crime scene. who knows where Alex Pretti's phone went. suspect he dropped it as they attacked him, it was probably still filming the entire event. suspect it's been scrubbed. they again, did not allow medical to come in and instead appeared to check bullet wounds, pick his pockets and one was seeing clapping after up to 10 bullets were shot into him as he lay face down on the ground. 

a white male, a VA ICU nurse. a lot harder for their smear campaign. Minnesota had just had a state wide strike/protest the day before as they have been terrorized by these thugs for weeks and weeks. clearly under Miller and Noem the cruelty and terrorizing is the plan. this time the more local guy running it appears to be getting let go. they won't stop though i suspect.

i do hope one day there are trials and these asses do time. they continue to smear this man and many on the right blame him for bringing a gun. the hypocrisy is baffling and annoying. they are fine with people on the right carrying guns open, out and loaded to any and all protests/events. someone on the left does and suddenly they do not care about their precious second ammendment rights. look up Kyle Rittenhouse. many examples. he brought a semi i think and killed and got off.

i have been very proud of Minnesota for how they are coping with this reign of terror. also angry at the bull that is happening. 

trump is an out of control mad man. total idiot, demented. not to mention criminal, conman and rapist/pedo.

so that is the state of the union. it's not good. there are some horrific people in power and  have no idea how we get out of this.

the remaining kittens did great. i suspect part of the reason they returned to me to gain weight was to give me some positive kitten time. i returned them this past week and it appears they found new homes on Saturday

the puppies got in to the kittens little packets of probiotics.  must be tasty. they got extra but seem to be doing okay.

found some packet remnants in the poop yesterday.

got a gi bug and ended up calling off this week. also had a little headache. had gotten my tetanus shot. those always are a pain.

snowed again today a bit.

watching a little DAily show while i write. comedians are the only way we survive

the tetanus shot actually was less of a bother than the last few times i've gotten it.

did not do very much this stretch off. a few walks. topped off with diarrhea.

they think we should feel badly for the ICE goons. people are being mean to them. cry babies, all of these fools on the right

it seems these untrained idiots are just white supremacists groups rebranded as legal agents.

a few pretty sunsets are always great.

Jon Stewart, OMG. so funny. the right is all you can't carry guns around. for decades they have defended their second ammendment rights. saying it's okay for kids to die in schools. the right is giving up all their rights. the don't tread on me people are no longer fighting for the 2nd ammendment???? nuts

saw a meme. the right assumed the left didn't own guns. the meme said. we have guns, we just don't talk about it. just like republicans get abortions, they just don't talk about it.

there is also more slipping out about  the pedophile stuff. release is held up. must be bad. another victim has done an interview. Sascha Riley. has some pretty brutal memories of things done to people, and Sascha as well. claims there are snuff films. claims trump participated in the snuffing and abuse. claims an incident happened where trump got rammed with a wooden stake, may explain his chronic loose bowels. worth a listen but be prepared. it's bad.

these pups look so cute in their outfits with Santa.

i keep putting out hearts. mostly remains fairly cold.

supposed to get into the 30's this week. we have an overnight camp trip coming up

many of the hearts have lost color. oddly, as they melt the color drips out quickly. must be a physics thing that i don't understand

always love to get his hair in shots. he gets  so many compliments on his hair cut. 

10 shots at close range with a man on his back. actually seems like that was irresponsible and put others at risk. not to mention, 100% unneccessary  since they had all piled on this poor man and there was zero risk to them at the time that they decided to start shooting

yes, i'm pissed. many are pissed. 

also pissed at all who continue to excuse this behavior and convince themselves this was deserved and lawful.

i do not know how we come back together as a nation.  those who keep supporting these buffoons are responsible for all of this. looking the other direction is not a get out of jail free card

my brain is jumbled today. i think most of us feel incredibly upset by this current situation, except those who blissfully ignore facts. ignorance is bliss but like i said, it's not an excuse. they voted for this and they will all always be held accountable for the vote and support they gave.  

probably crash soon. life goes on for most of us. that is privilege. we have to set aside that and get uncomfortable if we have any hope of surviving this bull

my to do list, failure this week for the most part. Sunny got seen and i got the vaccine i guess. time to make more appointments. the kittens also were taken care of and returned so i guess i didn't do nothing. feels like it.  the last few days were a total loss due to feeling crappy. gotta be gentler with myself. 

i also got my eval, average. there is really no way to be better than average. currently nursing is this expectation of behaving like a professional while really being treated like you work fast food. 

i have avoided so many things of late. it's easier. making appointments is a bother. can't stand having to be scheduled.  

it's depression and anxiety. it's not wanting to watch the world collapse around us but not being able to totally look away

i have rambled enough. will crash soon.

take care of yourselves and those around you. it's this constant stress. i can't imagine how those in bigger cities in blue states are coping. my heart breaks for the shit they have to endure. i am proud of their strength and courage.

grateful for: A. the beauty around us that allows us to escape mentally a bit. B. any good news that comes C. comedians who help us cope